its the end again

i remember last year i wrote the last post of 2011 at my study table, thinking about everything that happened in that year. it felt like weeks ago. and now here i am, at my study table in my room here in segamat.. how things changed. now i want to think of what happened this year, again.

JANUARY

honestly, my life could never been more boring. i'm just staying at home..play games.. wondering what my SPM result will be.. wondering what course to apply. oh somewhere during this month was also the first time i traveled to Penang via airplane, alone. hehe definitely one of my unforgettable memory ! urm yeahh, and somewhere during this month too, was the first time i applied a part time job. i had my first part time job at first lady giant kinrara, paid rm5/hour. it was just for quite some time.. 1 week + i guess.

FEBRUARY

i had my 2nd part time job at A&W kinrara, situated at petronas bk5. 2 of my friends were there, amir who worked at petronas and ayu at a&w. it was a quite weird experience to work at a fast food restaurant. hmm. i started to get even closer to amir. hmm

MARCH

the day of anticipation: SPM result day was fine. i got 5a's 5b's for my SPM. alhamdulillah. i still remember that day. the blood rush. the fast heartbeat. the first thing i said when i get my result. the situation. everything. it's still fresh inside my mind. oh yeah somewhere during this month, was my first hang out with syifaa and amir, at mid valley, and along drove us there. hohoho that's the first time i hang out with him.

APRIL

8.4.12: i confessed my feelings. 12.4.12: he asked me that question. we became a couple. best month ever.

MAY

11.4.12: he broke up with me. said that can we just be friends. had a very hard time trying to put myself back together again.

JUNE

moved out of kinrara. furthering my studies uitm segamat. a challenging month, since i have to adapt to a lot of changes.

JULY

nothing much. started to accept the changes. started to make new friends too.

AUGUST

for the first time my mother allowed me to invite him to our new home. everyday was just another normal day

SEPTEMBER-NOVEMBER

every day was just another normal day. some are good days, some are bad days. finally passed my jpj on november. now im my mother's driver. hehe. i actually like driving, for some reasons.

DECEMBER

had my birthday at segamat. was the first time ever in my life, having my birthday without family around. now continuing my 2nd semester here.

nothing epic happened really. though some things changed my life in certain ways. i just want to be stronger, for me to face any challenges that are coming in my way. i hope next year will bring me more happiness and i will become more mature, stronger, braver, smarter and a better servant of Allah s.w.t. Amin.