Its complicated

Dont you hate it, when youre single, all you see is people who are happily in love, all the good things about having someone you can say theyre yours.

But when youre in a relationship, all you see is how good it is to be single, not getting attached, less heartache and all that.

The thing is, there are pros and cons in each situation. Whether youre single or in a relationship.

To be honest, i'd prefer being single. Saves a hell lot of my money, rather than spending it on reloads, i can buy more clothes and other great stuffs :p besides, i take relationship seriously. If he's not as committed as i am, i'll end up getting hurt so much, which i really hate.

To be honest, again, i've only been in a relationship once in my life. Although it lasted for 29 days, the relationship that grows after the brake up was "more than friends, less than lover" thing. Wait...this is off topic. Oh, my point is that, when i was in the relationship, i secretly hoped that i'll end up marrying him,cause that's the extent that i was hoping from that relationship.

But, it turns out it cant even last for a month. When i think about it again, how foolish i was to think that that relationship will go that far. But hey, isnt that what we normally wish? For a relationship to last? Yup. So that means, i wasnt foolish after all.

And some ustaz said that in islam, being in a relationship is wrong. Im sorry, but from my point of view, i dont think its wrong. I think the relationship is wrong when you went against Allah's law, like, holding hands and such. If you can still, urm, what they call it 'menjaga batas pergaulan', i think its alright. Loving someone is not a sin. Besides, Allah wants us to love each other, right?

Dont argue with me about this issue, cause i know im not that deep in islamic studies/law/syariah/anything related. As i stated, it was just my point of view. It is not up to you to say whether my view is wrong or right.

I think that i have to start looking for that someone. My future husband.