Why?

I am confused. Literally. maybe i'm over thinking. maybe i'm being paranoid. maybe.
But oh well, once again, i'm just confused.
Why is this happening to me?
Last year I was the one who wanna talk to you. But look who's talking now. Why now?
Why not this happens when I really wanna talk to you? When I have those feelings for you?
Now that I have moved on, you .... you talk to me?
Seriously ?
And each time I see you, you never failed to give me those butterflies.
OH GOD FORBID